I Stole a PlayStation ;)

 I don't like going home. I've already mentioned this. It makes me sad like a constant reminder. But I will say there's a sense of comfort behind that loneliness it reminds me of. It's not like that loneliness ever goes away. It's just... In that house specifically. I start to think about what could have been. So I usually avoid those thoughts by staying in random suburban basements and attics. Home invasion, I know. Not the brightest look for Bunny Girl. But they never find out. Well. Most of them. I don't want to hurt anyone. Why am I trying to justify this to myself. I already know I'm a horrible killer. That's not the point of this entry. The point is I oftentimes find old dusty unused things in people's basements and attics. And I uh... Sometimes steal things and bring them back home. Once again. Not a good thing, I know that. But with how dusty that PlayStation I took the other day was. I knew they probably forgot about it. I'm putting it to good use! Plus a never had a PlayStation before and really wanted to play a game to get my mind off things. 

  The console had a disk in it already. So I decided to play it. Final Fantasy 7. Sounds fun. I like Fantasy. And 7 is a fun number. I haven't finished it yet. But I love it so far. It hits a little too close to home. Can't believe I hadn't heard of this game before. And there's like 20 of them. Let me know when Final Fantasy 39 comes out. 

Anyway. Final Fantasy 7 is so much fun so far. Guess my favorite character? Should be pretty obvious ;)

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